Today was a hell of a day.
Point 1 : Him.
Past.
I would be green with envy when you walked with another girl.
I would be so miserable when you were not with me.
I would feel so sad to see your :( in smses.
I would not stand a day without talking or smsing with you.
Present.
I have no feeling when seeing you with other girls.
I feel nothing when you're not with me.
I can take a day or two without you.
I can tahan not speaking to you.
Whats going on? I don't care.
Point 2 : Her
I have nothing to say about what happened between you and her. I just have something to say about your duties as a prefect. Didn't you hear what Kak Erma or Nomi always say? What comes from the bilik pengawas, ends in the bilik pengawas. Why do you have to make things bigger by telling problems with prefects to everyone you know? Don't you feel embarrased that normal students know that you are having conflict with another prefetc over a simple thing? OR you just want their attention and pity? I mean like, jagalah muka pengawas sikit. Since you call yourself one. If not then leave lah since you feel so unhappy and not puas there. But I'm still your friend. Eventhough you have problems with my friend, thats between you and her. But since you are also not puas hati with my position as AJK tinggi, I don't know how you think lah. The End.
Point 3 : Another her.
Gosh I'm getting tired of your mood swings lah weyh. Don't be like Edward Cullen kay. He's way much hotter anyways. Why do you always have to be like that? Take whatever I say as a joke lah. As if you don't know that I don't mean it. Come on lah. Be more realistic can or not? Don't because of every small small thing you wanna take and kira. Die lah our friendship like that. Always you can say stuff about me. But I can't. And I whatever I said that made you angry was I'm sure like not even true man... I'm really really fed up with all this behaviour.
I always said I love my friends. I still do. But what for I put so much feeling in friendship if what I get is like treated like rubbish? I'm not like you or you. Complaining to guys about their problems. I don't have anyone that will understand. I thought I had friends that I can take the thought away from me. But when I have problems, all that I thought was my friends one by one leave my side. The one that is still standing is the girl I have known nearly all my school life. She's the one that never leave my side no matter what happens and vice versa. i love you babe.
The others. Just with me through easy, leave me through hard. Thats what I feel. If you think it's not true, give me proof about it. The guys that I trusted, now turn their backs on me. The guy that I least expected, is with me through hard times. Life is so great. =.=
