Thursday, June 17, 2010

I need your help.

I wish there was a class in school where they teach you how to react to certain things.
Like, what do you do when your results are shitty?
Or what do you say to someone that likes you but you don't like them back?
Or if someone close got involved in an accident?
What do you say?
What do you do?
Cry all day?
Suicide? lol..
Or if someone you know was diagnosed with some disease?
How are we supposed to handle something like that, and then move on with our daily life?
I have no idea.
Maybe, in times like that..your last resort is to count on God?
Even worse, what happens when memories of everything bad that has happened to you in your life comes flashing back suddenly?
Damn, life sucks.
Feelings is just an emotion?
Yeah, it is, and it will pass with time.
But while its happening, how do you freaking pass the time??
Is it wrong, to be strong, to act like nothing has happened?
Or must we always think about it and let it haunt our days?
Haih, I'm caught in one of those situation now.
I'm lost.
Maybe Pn Tang was right, hahaha.
I do have a lost soul/lost spirit.
And now its flying even further from me.
HAHA.
Big Fat Lie.
PMR is near.
DAMN.
how??
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just got a call from my dad from his office.
he was like asking, what am i doing.
and what time i slept yesterday.
i said 1 ++.
and he was like, doing what?
chatting?
no need to study?
you know everything edy?
haha, *speechless*
then he continued,
don't waste your holiday.
i was like..ohh.
okay.
haha, i wish i failed everything.
that would make him even more mad rite?
imagine my results 7E.
ahah. perfect.

life is cruel. people are mean.
everyone else is the victim.