So many things going on,its amazing how I can still stand.
So many feelings inside of me,
its amazing how all of you only see one.
So many words I wish I could say,
its amazing how I couldn't speak now.
So many bits of me shattered inside,
I am surprised I piece them all together on the outside.
I wish I could only hear those I wanted to hear,
I wish I could only see those I wanted to see.
I wish I could just fade away,
and leave all this hell behind.
Its all so fake,
the smiles, the laughter, the life.
All only superficial,
an act put on by me for you.
