2 years ago if they ever doubted me I was sure I could proove them wrong. There was some kind of confidence there, or more like a sort of fury that they did not trust what we could accomplish. But now, this year, as one of the SPM candidates, it's not the same anymore.
The SPM results for 2011 was released yesterday, and the last years batch did not perform as well so the percentage dropped. Teachers were all busy planning out their work plan for the year and setting the students target. I'm not doing so good there. Haha.
The best they gave me was also an A-. And even that, they were not confident. And I? Sad to say that things really seem like that. Goshhh I feel so stupid. The dangerous situation now is that I don't even know what DO I know. What I can do, what I cannot do. While doing revision, everything seems fine, but then..haiyoooo. HOW?
Going to be April soon, need to get a grip on this man! Things need to be sorted out. Soon.
