Sunday, March 7, 2010

Insecurity.

Firstly, got some things to settle :)
  • SORRY to Goh Wan Guan! I damn no face to face you at that time, but..i cannot control the situation. Luckily you also know that. hehe
  • So proud of my sis! Yeah girl, another two classes and you'll surely get yr car. Dun worry about it, you A-ced yr undang in two takes and passed the first driving test without any problems. Whats there to be scared of? Wanna be your first passenger though :P
  • Thank goodness to teachers for giving zhenyong the sejarah award. I lagi dunno how to face her if I got it. Erm, singni has enough with maths kann? :D
So, went for SMKLS's Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan yesterday. Woke up at 7.40am on a Saturday morning. HAISH. After registration, went to dewan with Azmira and waited for the whole thing to start. At 9, all the speeches started. blablablabla, then the PMR highscorers award. After that, we were allowed to eat in Anjung. After that, LIKE OMG..we had to wait for 1 hour ++. Sat there like stupid, chatting with zhenyong and singni. Tak boleh tahan, too boring. I wanted to find Fatin. Didn't see her the whole morning! Kebetulannya Amni, Azmira and Shirani wanted to go camwhoring. LOL. join la sekali rite..haha. I WANT THOSE PHOTOS! :)

Finally was our turn. Up the stage to get the prize then down again. Went behind the dewan with zhenyong and singni to......TAKE PHOTOS! ahahahha. I want the photos too! :)

Akhirnya, we could go back. *sigh*

damn weyh, having a phone with a good camera and bluetooth is like so important now. I don't even have both! grr, this coming birthday, i want one! dun care if i need to use my angpau money or whatever, I seriously need a better phone. grrrrr.

insecurity means the feeling of unsafeness in one's self. my gosh, i've saw so many insecure people ouhh these days. Come on la, you don't have to mention to the world that he's your ever wonderful boyfriend or your best darling. Its so obvious that you want people to know that their your's and want people to stay away from them. If they were really yours, they'll stay by you no matter what. No matter who else new comes and goes along the way, if they're yours, they'll always be yours. I don't worry about that anymore, coz I just let fate take it's path. How many times have you saw me boasting about being with him all the time or saying that I talked to her yesterday? rarely man. people don't have to do all this, rite nfh? its just a plain act of insecurity. haih

I always have to bend down, as not to look too tall next to nfh. *shorty* haha!

me and izah like best friends suddenly. LOL

dancing queen of the day, nfh :D

admit it, we are so One Malaysia baby!