I lay awake last night, thinking about something. Well, not something..but many things. This year is my PMR year. It's already end of March, PMR is in October. So I have like 6 months left? Preparing for it, doesn't really scares me. What scares me is whats going to happen after that.
After PMR, we have like 3 months to wait for our results. If they're straight A's, great. If they're not, then how? Thats not my main point thought. What I mean is, whats coming after that. I have to choose which stream I'm going to go to. I definitely aim for Pure Science, since Sub Science got Accounts. Which I have 0.01% interest in. Arts Stream is easy, but it has Perdagangan and what else. Business stuff? No way. I'd take Science anytime.
Thats settled. Then, am I going to stay in SMK Lembah Subang? Shirani and Shalomi's moving, Sandy is too. Fatin doesn't want to take Pure Science, Zhen Yong and all the guys too. 3 years been together with them, how am I going to cope in a studying evironment without them? Sing Ni's thinking of moving, the last time I asked her she said if I moved, she'll move. If she doesn't, yeah. It's still alright since I'm kinda sure she'll take Pure Science. Teacher's always say..don't make a decision influenced by your friends. I can't do that. I'm not playing a one man game. I need them!
The Form 5's, graduating this year. Even worse. It will be so different going to school without seeing them. I wonder how Fatin made it :D If in my school, I don't have anyone, I might as well change to another school where I have no one too, and start all over again. The only thing that keeps me here, is my BFF's. How? Help me make a decision! GOSH.
