What would you feel, if all your feelings for something was just despair, anger, frust and annoyance? I put my whole entire heart wishing,hoping,praying for a miracle that I would at least, just the very least pass the passing mark for my add maths paper.
At the time when I was answering it, SERIOUSLY, you all wouldn't know. I REALLY, TRULY, didn't know what to do, how to do and when to do! Everything I wrote at that time felt so failure-ish to me and the word STUPID just keep flashing through my mind. I wanted to rip the paper and just sleep. I forced myself to write down all nonsense formula's I could think of just to get maybe 1 or 2 marls here and there. Really, for that paper I had lost all hope and I was just full of regret that I did not study earlier.
Really, I thought everything I did was wrong.
Today, I got my paper back and in my face I saw 90%. First thought, erm, this is A+ right?
Second thought, wait, this is addmaths right?
Third thought, WTF?!
Fourth thought, going out of class and jumping from the corridor. -___-
I totally don't know what to feel now. I think, this can't be right. There must be something gone wrong somewhere. OMG
