I am completed baffled by the human mind and the human heart. Every time I wonder, why would you do that? Or is it in people's nature to sick around those who always hurt them because they cannot accept the fact that they've been left? Okay fine, they've been left sounds cruel. But its true whaaat. Things end, people go separate ways, people move on. Its normal!
You should be moving on, embracing the wonderful future ahead because there's so much more to that than one person who for some reason chose to left instead of right. Or maybe you're clinging on tightly on that slight glimmer of hope that one day when you wake up everything would be just as it was before? Okay, there's a chance of that but what if it doesn't happen? Are you going to waste your life waiting for it to hit you slam! right in the face?
Everything is still about her, her, her.We are all worried for you and we don't know how we can help you make everything better. Maybe, we just don't have the qualifications and we're not on the same level? I don't know how you can do this, how you can love someone who hurt you so much.
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I've got no idea at all about what you're going through.
But its not like you will tell me.
So this is what I have to say,
I just hope you're okay and you'll move on.
Friend.