Friday, August 5, 2011

Who Is The One In The Mirror?

Hellooo bloggie :D Its been long. Sighhh, had exams for the whole week. The Mid Term's la, and its the last exams before the year end ones. Okay, thats another nightmare so I'll leave that for later. Been having lots of pressure for the exams, maybe its because of time management. Ohh wait, it memang is cause of bad time management laa.

I was like a wild child the weeks before. With camps, competitions, prefects stuff, going outs, movie watching, facebook stalking, music downloading, homework doing, yeahhh. I got involved with aloot of things. And I put studying till the very last minute. Hah. I thought I could study last minute, but no. Looks like I have to stick back to my old pattern, that is preparing weeks and weeks before.

In class, we usually have an hour or so before the exam starts so we all would do last minute cramming. Then there'll be a point where on of us will say, "OMG, I'm suffering". Then all of us will feel the suffer. It really is an overwhelming feeling laaa. We just wanna SCREAM!

Exhausted these days. Don't feel like doing anything. As I said on the Facebook status, I just wish everything END. But, hahha. Nobody is supporting my point of view -.-

But don't worry, I'll be fineee. Not used to emo-ing for long also. Its just because of exam week and my bad planning. They say, to be happy or sad, its totally our choice. And whether its hard or easy, we decide it.

And besides, how could I disappoint all those who are supporting me? Whether said, or unsaid, I know who they are and its so touching that they gave me the feeling that we're all in this together :') And more importantly, how can I ever let those who wanted to see me fail, see me fail? ;)

What you wrote just made everything seem alright again. And how you said my name. Thanks, bu ren shi de ren :')

I don't know the girl in the mirror anymore.